When the ship fails whose captain's log lists your name, draw your own conclusions. Living when previously on record as predicting I'd never make it to 50 says something went right. Making the best of that outcome requires top grade finesse. On one hand you used to be formidable but now you're form fitting. However, there's no interest in getting a reversal by using intimidation. That other hand is for placing over the heart and checking the calibration on the up-to-date assessment.
Easter began with the banana in a tux wake up, then gliding to sunrise, scanning through doggie pics from '17. Lord/king embedded, the scalloped ham w/beans satisfied the holiday aspect, saving any anticipation for dusk.